death is not an easy thing to deal with

hey everyone. i'm a little depressed. I don't think i'll be posting anything for a while. Well, have you experienced a loss in your family? I am experiencing a traumatic experience right now, a family member that I have loved so dearly and that is very close to me passed away. He was the only person that understood me on personal things that my parents didn’t even understand. It’s sad that I know know that if I go to my hometown, I won’t be greeted by his smile, and his warm welcoming hug. I won’t be able to joke to him about confusing him with my dad (they were twins). I can literally spend the whole day crying. I don’t know how to take it in. My family is crushed and broken by the way he died. It was my uncle, and i have absolutely no idea on how to deal with it. it is a complete shock! why did god have to take him away from me? i believe that everything happens for a reason. this uncle was so special to me, he was my second father, and my dad's twin. His death is killing everyone slowly, especially since he died a painful death. He was shot, twice, one in the heart and the other in the head. when he was shot in the head, his eye fell out. he was born december 5, 1970 and died feburary 28, 2008. he was only 37 years old. i got the call on friday, but he passed away thursday. i talked to my grandmother, to see how she was dealing with this, and i can tell that she was hating it. i couldn't tell what she was saying because she was crying and screaming, she was having a nervous break down. This occurred in Cali, Colombia. Cali- the most dangerous city in Colombia. This was no accident, it was for the envy of money. I am so angry that i wasn't able to be there at his death. Every time is turns 3:00, i remember him, because that was the time that they buried him, especially the time that i wasn't there to witness his burial, and witness the last time i would see his face. the last time i would see his face. The left behind his teenage sweetheart (his wife) three kids, his mom and dad, nieces and nephews, cousins, aunt and uncle's, brother's and sister's, and friends. May the angels watch over you, and may you watch over us. I miss you, god bless you. All your pain, suffering, and frustration are now over.

Y tio, si estas leyiendo esto, te querio decir que te amo y tel quiero much, dios te bendiga, te extraño mucho, no dejes de cuidar a Lorena, Melissa, Santiago, Jhon Esteban, Yolanda, Juan Carlos, Felipe, Andres, Monica, y todo la familia ayi en Colombia. Que Descances en Paz. Te Amo Mucho, Dios Te Bendige!

Because Of Your Death, My Father Lost A Part Of Himself, Because You Were His Friend, And Most Importantly,His BROTHER

♥ Nat (tu nieta y la hija de wilmar, su melliso)